my life sucks

im totally out of mood now.

just because of someone.

his words totally hurt me, deeply.

im about to die now.

i think no one understand my feeling now.

i don't know how am i gonna to face him tmrw.

awkwardness.

can i just act like nothing happen?

no, i don't think i can.

im like, so sad. omg

how can i do now? sleep? idk la.

who can help meeeeee.

im dying soon.

with my broken heart.

heart sick la weih. omg.

Lirouuuuu x3

Woots! Li rou is at my place nowwww..
Gonna eat supper laterrr. Bye ;)

Bored ):

Its 6.17am now :)

I slept at 2am something, woke up at 4.30am.

Watched my princess.

YES! Finished it xD

Woooo. I miss 1st of July la ><

Me & my crazy and 38 hubby xD

And and I miss those day ><

with them. in smk13. went to mamak with them. so fun :O

but but, everything changed. :(

After breaking up with him.

um march 13rd :')

cry till.. i dunno how to describe :/

and also.

school day. so bored.

i miss smk13. :)

miss all the friends there.

teachers, and so on.

i wanna go back to smk13.

but but it wont happen.

i only can stay in chempaka now ><

and daddy ask me to change school again.

within 2/3 months I THINK

but i don't feel like changing --

i just get used to it only.

and now he asked me to change again.

omg -.- what la weih.

6.30am already.

and i don't feel like sleeping yet. -___-

otteokke? :O

Yaa my hand :)

already 1 year, no more scar.

left one.

Wooo okay la

till then nights :)

I love weekend :) ♥

So bored.

Alone at home now, dad and mom went out. -.-

and i feel like wanted to go friend's house.

but but but, i don't know how to go.

no transport, so whatever

tues's night, went to PJ to attend Joseph N's concert.

ya it was awesome :)

came back home around 11.30pm something.

slept at 4am something. quite tired la school day.

nvm la. yesterday slept at 12.30am something.

woke up at 8am something, after bath.

someone told me that he's not going to school. lol

so sad -.-

went to school after that, talk to nicholas :)

yaa i didn't go for PE.

because I didn't did 5 books, ya cool.

i don't like PE at all. bored.

stayed in class, talked with yiing yiing, adeline and li rou.

susmita came around 10.25am something

always come late.

then talked until break time over.

i teach adeline LA. and helped up with darren's alternate test.

lunch time, go down and ate somethingg

umm chapel time. quite bored la actually.

went to eat with my parents after school

came back home and slept. from 5 until 7 :)

so so so tired.

um gonna sleep in the morning again :)

i love weekend ♥ seriously. i do :)

alright then.

not really in the mood now.

bye ;)

I love this picture :) Kiki is loved. ♥

HyunSeungie x3

Ahh Hyunseung ah, don't cry :(

There's still a lots more fans who are supporting you.

Don't cry nae, aral? :)

Hwaiting nae oppa..

Neomu neomu saranghae :')

You make me feel like crying when seeing you cry..

You must be strong this pretty namja <3

You're always the best! ^^

以前的回忆涌进我的头脑了♥

今天啊今天

去SMK13找凯祺 祝她生日快乐

顺便和她聊聊

她真的真的是被我吓到了

我4点半这样去学校

然后就去到她班外面 叫了 " 魏凯祺 "

她看出来 她直接呆了

问我 " 做莫你酱的！做莫你每次吓我的 "

可爱惨了

过后 我不要打扰他们上课

我就去楼梯口等她

看见了很多很久没见的朋友

聊了几句

下课就走去她班 把手上那带要给她的东西给交给她

她问我 " 干嘛你酱好的？"

也许她读了我写给她的那封信后 她就会明白了 

无论如何 老公祺啊 生日快乐 ♥

转校后 我真的很想念你的疯狂笑声

只有你 能够安慰到我

只有你才能够让我感觉到真正的友情

你知道吗？

当每个人丢我不理不睬 全部远离我时

唯有你 一直在我身边支持鼓励我

要不是你，我今天还是那个又失败又讨人厌的学晴

我真的很谢谢你

每次对我不离不弃 我不会辜负你对我的期望

凯祺啊

我们认识都快2年了

快吧？

希望每年的生日 我都可以陪你1起度过

好不好啊？

我会抽空去探望你们♥

还有啊，

今天见回以前的朋友 看到你们过得这么开心

我也很开心呢 (:

你们的感情恢复的77 88 了吧？

对不起 以前每次给你们制造麻烦

可是 你们也给我了一段难忘的回忆

你们真的是一班很好的朋友 嘻嘻

我都不知如何报答

可是 好好加油读书呀

-

对了，今天 下课

看见【他】

已经好几个月没见到他了

看见他 就感觉到很心酸

什么都想起

开心的 伤心的 他怎么伤我的

而且 那间学校 实在实在太多太多我和他的回忆了

我真的试着不要把视线放在他身上

可是我办不到啊

我一直看着他 我不应该的 真的

以前真的很爱他

现在 我真的不爱了

也不是适合的年龄谈恋爱

我明白了 为什么以前这么多人憎恨我

如果以前我不一直换男朋友

不一直一脚踏两船 不一直不断地谈恋爱

就不会制造这么多麻烦了

就是因为我 造成了很大的伤害

我很惭愧 如果上次的我不是这样 

今天也不会闹到这个地步 [:

转校后 也不怎么开心

有点闷闷的 可以聊得来的只有1位 Koh Chin..

除了她 别人我都不大什么聊心事

开得起玩笑的

也不是全部 只有1，2个

所以总觉得很压力

下课都不喜欢下去 喜欢自己呆在自己的位子上

要不睡觉 要不读小说 要不做点功课要不就发呆

我还能做什么？

我没东西做了

心情不好 别人跟我说话 又不能敷衍

不然就被人家说成 很串

每个人都有情绪的 不是吗？

心情不好 不管谁跟我说话

都有伪装的好像没事吗？

对不起 我真的办不到

你跟我说心事就可以

我跟你聊聊一点心事诉苦一下

你们就给我什么脸色看

我不是你们的狗

每次被你们吩咐做这个做那个

我不知道我到底在你们眼里是什么

真的不知道 我真的不了解

我也根本猜不透

我体会你们 谁体会我？

没关系 也许 这就是生活中的过程

幸好 我还有我的 penguin ，penguin的姐姐

她们都很好

9月份 爹地说要给我转校

好 我顺他的意 我转

我一定转

更可笑的是

我铅笔盒里 还放着 那个猴子 还有他情人节送我的 戒指

是不是很傻 很笨 很可笑呢？

都到了这个地步 很存留来干嘛？！

那还没关系 钱包里面 我和他的照片

找回来了 可是我不舍得丢啊

还有那本青色的书 小小本 我挂在钱包上

一开起来里面有很多我们的合照

我不舍得丢

另外一架电话的壁纸还是我和他以前的合照

我不舍得换

什么都是不舍得

谁能够让我狠心点啊？

天啊 · 谁能救我啊

单身都快要5个月了 :)

林学晴 坚持到底！

 单身并不难熬

单身很享受很快乐很自由♥

哈 (:

我真的很想好好读书

可是不是我的天分啊 TT

我能够怎么样？:/

我会好好加油的♥

好啦 我要停了

我要找别的事情做了

晚安♥

Skip school ♥

Aish, not happy at all.

Mummy came back home around 1.31am.

She cooked for me, I ate it while watching S'pore drama :O

Slept at around 4am, so tired.

Woke up at 9am, used my phone to go Facebook.

Saw his status, omg -.- 

So I text him, and sleep back.

A few minutes later, he replied.

Had some small argument, which make me hardly sleep back.

But at last, I slept :D

Until, 2.15pm woke up :3

Going back to SMK13 later, around 4.30pm, Ngui Kai Chi's birthday. I mean yesterday :D

But I only can go back today -.-

Kinda busy yesterday D:

Um hopefully everything will be fine.

Plus, you don't have to apologies, I'm the one who needa apologies to you :)

I'm sorrrrrrrrry. Just forgive me kay.

Till then :) ♥

Byeeeeeeeee.